Shit

The word that i said the most in 29march is SHIT.
Shit in BC BI & BM. What's wrong with today? Everything are so shit...
Kay I know it's not good to say shit...but what to do if the shit comes to us? wth

Honestly, i hate today...TENSION like hell. Since I woke up...What the hell is wrong with my eyes?? Itchy and pain...3 days dy...know what, i almost finish the small bottle of eyedrop..Tonight gonna finish it. Laziness happen on me...don't even wanna wake up even my alarm rang for few times...snooze snooze snooze and snooze. Thanks a lot to the stupid pair of eyes...damn both of you. Then whole morning spending my time finish up the add math exercise that needed to do for the tuition class...logarithm...confusing me for the whole morning! Well of course I put them away straight before i burn them all up, where my eyes can't stand for it anymore. Going to continue later...Maybank again at the afternoon...wtf is wrong with my 10 fingers?? anyone can answer? -.- SCARS ON THEM, CHANGED MY FINGERPRINTS. Well actually Monday went to JPN asking for the problem of my mycard. I thought only both of my thumb got scars, then today when i open wide both my hands, then only realized each of them have scars...what the hell! Feel like wanna cut down all of them! anddd something wrong some where, not going to say here, i can't get money from maybank based on my spm result. DISAPPOINTED. OH I HATE MY HAND EVEN THEY'RE USEFUL TO ME. Oh god..wonder now whether have to renew my mycard or not...it takes 4 months! Even after i renew, it still an unknown that my fingerprint going to change again or not like what happened in this 6 years..trouble me a lot laaaa...

Know what, I've change my mind because of someone...Ask a lot in the education fair today..Actually, i shouldn't ask so much since 90% that I'm going to form 6. But, the percentage is like...decreasing...foundation in science...UTAR, HELP...With my bro, wenn, xinyi, jia jie...Still discussing in the hotel after we went out from the fair...Why? why am i changing my mind? STUPID...oh gosh...went home, after made  medicine tea for my mom, then i stay in front of the laptop searching for scholarship and U for hours. Well, can't find much, but will try too.Don't know why, feel so tension...plus..people at home, people outside giving me pressure...that's why, it's a shit day for me! How great is it. Anyway, will seek for my counseling teacher's help this Saturday.

This whole week, busying finding job. I meant part time job. Settled tuition class. Then actually get invitation from teacher to be temporary teacher at my sec school, i asked my primary school too. P.school doesn't need any, and my sec school need to go through PPD. Conclusion, i quit. Since APRIL is busy for me. and...i'll have more extra time then, right? :)
Know what, I wish to be a temporary teacher...but, what to do, right?
I'm sorry teachers. Will see you guys in 2014 if i in f6. :)

Well, here, honestly saying, i admit i've change a lot, where i don't like to explain for anything happens wrong on me. Explain=reason right? Since form 5, i'm lazy to explain a lot. Normally i just silent. Silent is gold, right? Problems getting more and more...hope can get through all of them, life is not easy, take note of this.

Well, since malam perpisahan plkn, this is the second time...hope won't *** anymore. Damn.

Gambateh stupid pig. :)