I hope life is simple

When life is simple...there will be no problems.
But...here comes the problem,because life is tough..SAD

Today i told Teeha something about me with my discribtion so she won't really realise who i'm talking about but do know what i'm talking about...if i told her who was that means i tgh kutuk org blkg2...it's BAD =)

You know someone for a long time..for example few yearssss, everyone know that you all are very best friend...saw you all always be together,just like sisters...but there's no point if you all don't know each other, didn't try to understand each other..and that's sad...=( 
Honestly, i tried to understand you all,but normally there's always a gap between us,bloking us from knowing each other more...We don't know what we are thinking about, and that's the problem 

Sometimes help is USELESS
Understanding is NOTHING
Smile is FAKE
Keep in heart is STUPID
Be patient is HEART BROKEN
Lastly you will be CRAZY

Oh god...=.=
Maybe what i said is wrong...but i hate this kind of feeling!
And the feeling of ignored...Thought i can stand for it but actually it didn't

I know i'm doing the wrong thing! very wrong...
Because i din't say out my true feeling to you all..i scare it will become worst...that's what i know among us. 
We are like the materials that produce a BOM!! LOL..macam melampau ckit~ =.=
1st want to solve problem
2nd problem statement
3rd hypothesis
4th procedure
5th analysis
6th result
7th conclusion
8th BOM!!
aih...=.=
This experiment got failure before.
So, it's dangerous to repeat this experiment! (what i'm talking about??....)

I hope you all, don't ignore me..even just a few times...i'm one of this group leh...It makes me feel like i'm getting similar to our one of our senior..you all knew it, but please don't do the same thing to me...PLEASE!


Seriously, i didn't take my lunch today and i'm damn hungry this whole afternoon...i went home and cook dinner..hoping it can heal the hungry-ness...but it seems like reverse...i cant really eat even i'm hungry, i just force myself to swallow all the foods into my stomach...it doesn't looks like me but it does...lately i will get GASTRIC PAIN...i felt it today...prove that this situation happened already few days...stress makes you feel "FULL"



xinhuey b.b
seriously in pain~